TAPPAN

What is your creative process?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

My subject matter is nature influenced by subjective memories. I love thinking about how humans make deep, personal relations with nature - places, mountains, lakes, on earth and in space. It fascinates me how we need to connect with it, but also distance ourselves from it. Like we differentiate nature in a very curious way; this is natural, this is not.. We are humans, that is nature... I am nature!

I work in bulks. When my space is a studio and not a gallery, I work everyday, and try to show up even though I don’t feel like it. I produce a lot, experiment, and try not to intellectualize or to overthink. When I pack it all down to make room for an exhibition, it’s a natural shift and I get out of my own head. I’m creating a necessary distance from my own work. I read a lot in the periods when I don’t have a studio. I let other people's words teach me about my own process. Someone else may have written what was too abstract for me to put in my own words. I don’t know if that makes sense...?

I also look at art made by others, and see what is happening around me, noticing my reactions to it. Both of these things are an important part of my creative process. The duality of the introverted space that is my studio, and the very extroverted space that is the gallery is so interesting. I learn so much from seeing all the art that comes through and talking to different artists. I’m forced to shift focus and to create new thoughts.

I have promised myself to carve out time for at least one residency per year. Somewhere that has wilderness that I can get lost in. Denmark does not have that. I want to be outside in the wilderness, to fill up my body and soul with the feeling of nature and then to bring this back with me to the studio, and inject it into my life in the city. My palette is very affected by this. I look to nature for my palettes.

I don’t have a plan before I start. I have a palette. But that's it. I let the painting take form, and I work until I can recognise it; until I feel at home in it. It can take one day, or it can take months. I think my process is very intuitive. I work, and then I step back and look at it. I have to trust my own decisions, or at least be curious about them when I look back.

They are a product of my inner life, my story created by inner memories and impressions. When the painting is done, I want to let other people continue the story. The painting is part me, and part object.

My titles are important to me, and they come after I have completed the paintings. I want them to be like a musical accompaniment, not an interpretation or explanation.

TAPPAN

Where do you draw inspiration from?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

Poetry. Other artists. Nature. Friends. Memories. Longing. Philosophy. The political climate. The climate and the weather. Right now, I’m obsessed with the writer and activist Rebecca Solnit. I’m currently reading her The Faraway Nearby. And before that, I read The Field Guide to Getting Lost. Two times in a row. I was almost moved to tears by an excerpt from that book that I stumbled upon while reading about the color blue (which is a color I feel very drawn to and use a lot in my work). I can learn about my work through her words. I’m even willing to go as far to say she is teaching me about humans and the world we have created, which is a very central part of my practise.

TAPPAN

What influence does modern culture have on your work?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

I think the political climate is what influences and affects me the most. We are finally realising that we have created a society that only benefits a few people and our generation is taking the fight, changing this. It's feminism, it’s about social class constructs, it's about racism and sexism and also shifting the power imbalance by understanding how humans in this world are a part of nature, not above it. We can’t go on like we do now. On so many different levels, we need to change what we celebrate and idealize. I’m working on it every day. And learning everyday.

TAPPAN

What do you listen to when creating?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

Nothing. It’s usually just quiet. There is so much noise everywhere else.

TAPPAN

What is your relationship with social media?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

I love it. And I’m addicted. It definitely fucks with my focus, and I have a very hard time balancing my use. I’m a functional SoMe addict. I know I should maybe have some restrictions, but I’m very bad at stopping myself when it comes to what I want. Immediate pleasures often gets tended to straightaway. I’m a Taurus and I don’t like to denying myself of any pleasure. This sounds so bad. I’ll work on this, if I feel like it.

TAPPAN

What messages or emotions do you hope to convey to your audience?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

I want people to ask questions without needing the answers; to be curious about their own presence and the footsteps they take in this world.

TAPPAN

Who are some contemporaries or figures in art history who have influenced you?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

Rebecca Solnit, Helena Frankenthaler, Norwegian poet Olav H Hauge, philosopher Arne Næss (to name a few). The artists that come through our gallery! I feel so lucky to be able to learn through those exchanges.

TAPPAN

Are there any quotes or mantras that you particularly connect with?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

I have been thinking a lot about the words that were spoken at the funeral of a magnificent woman I knew briefly. “Change is transformation. Take a deep breath”. And from Rebecca Solnit’s The Field Guide to Getting Lost, “in nature, if you get lost, the key to survival is knowing you’re lost. I think it is the key to life.”

TAPPAN

What makes you laugh?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

My friends! They are so funny and silly and crazy and smart. We laugh a lot. Very loud. And luckily the shift from lightness and laughter to being serious, and then back again, is often smooth and frequent.

TAPPAN

What makes you nervous?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

Expectations. It’s a love / hate relationship.

TAPPAN

What makes you excited about the future?

ASTRI STYRKESTAD HAUKAAS

Young people and the old people who are still curious.